Scratch that – worst week ever. I still catch myself laughing or forgetting about everything that’s going on but I don’t think I have ever felt this beat down, so mentally drained that my physical health is taking a hit, uninspired, unmotivated and just unhappy.
It’s settled. I’m taking Friday off and I don’t plan on being sober for more than 20% of my day (got to leave some time for getting ready in the morning).
delight & dwell 