My First Good Day

THANK YOU LORD ALMIGHTY, I FINALLY HAD A WORK DAY THAT I DIDN’T FEEL EXHAUSTED, BEATEN DOWN NOR ANXIOUS. It amazes me how the littlest things make me so happy now. When I was at Nordstrom, I’d consider a good day when my department beat LY and I went home with some “necessary” new merch that we got in that day. I would go home with bags each day and think to myself, “How have I been living without this?” The satisfaction I felt from contributing to my overstuffed closet was so rewarding and now, I don’t remember the last time I actually bought something to wear that cost more than $20 and I don’t feel that void. Don’t get me wrong, I adore fashion and shopping and the thrill of it all – but as soon as I’m removed from a decent shopping area, my day is easily completed with so much less.

Continuing on…

I attended the HR Employee Benefits Fair with the “other new girl” Ally today. We are both new hires so we had so much to gain from attending the fair and I loved it! Free pens (HELLO!) and goodies and raffles were great, but I actually did some productive things at the fair:

  • I determined what type of insurance I’ll enroll for
  • I learned what a deductible is
  • I opened up a Roth account to start preparing for retirement. The fidelity plan I chose has my estimated retirement year at 2050. Ay carumba! But I know I’ll appreciate it when I’m too old and too tired to work!
  • I have a list of all the doctors I need to see (I need an eye exam STAT) and all the doctors I’m going to see just for kicks because Risk Management is awweeeesomeee (like a chiropractor because I need a heavy duty massage HAHA)

Aside from that, I scored a 5-minute massage, notepads to last for days, vouchers for the San Bernardino Indoor Karting place and a snazzy reusable bag to throw it all in!

Today was good and I thank God for blessing me everyday.

Pivot…pivot…pivot!!

The whole purpose of starting this blog was to track my path to becoming a “big girl”. I realized I’ve been lagging it a bit with posts, but when you’re making big girl moves, it’s hard to find the time to put your life into words. After a day like today, I feel my current state is worth taking time to document.

I always viewed Graduation to be the most pivotal point in my young life. I mentally prepared myself during the months leading up to it that as soon as I receive that diploma – I become accountable. I’m pretty proud to say that since that moment, I’ve taken full control of my credit card bills, car payment, loans, insurance, gas and every other expense in my life. Don’t get me wrong, I budgeted it so I could still have money to play and shop with (I’m not completely robbing myself of adolescent frivolous spending), but for the most part, I view each pay check with an allotted destination before it even hits my checking account.

Lesson for all collegiate folk: it is the best, I will say it again, best feeling to be financially independent. Seeing bills and price tags don’t even phase me anymore. Knowing that I am working hard and have a growing savings account makes me feel so secure. Yeah this is just a starting point, but when starting a family becomes a more realistic option, I know nothing will restrain me.

Okay, now onto my current job. Everyone by now knows I work for Loma Linda University – but no one has a clue as to what I do for them. I am the Annual Giving Associate. What is that? I implement the annual giving campaign for the university and particular components of the medical center, mostly through direct mailings. LLU is a non-profit organization and it depends on alumni, patients and donors to keep it thriving and improving. My responsibilities require writing letters for the School of Nursing, Allied Health (all nine departments within it), Public Health, Student Missionaries, Proton Research and School of Medicine End-of-Year letter. Along with that, there’s a lot of numbers to track, people to call, students and patients to interview and events to attend.

Starting pay? Yeah right, I’m not posting that. But I’ll at least say that I’m salary and although I have the advantage of taking my lunch when I please and receiving a steady paycheck, I realized for the first time today that I am always "on the clock". If someone needs to reach me at 7 p.m., I need to be available. It almost makes me feel guilty for not working when I’m home because I know how much is still left to be done for the week. 

Hmm…what else? I do love dressing up for my job. I feel so profeshhhh. My dad said every time he sees me in my work outfits, he sees my mom. I esteem that very highly because she has always been an amazing role model as a career woman ever since I was born. 

Right now, everything is a learning experience. I’ve taken my business ethic from Nordstrom to treat everyone as fairly and considerately as I possibly can. I’ve used my knowledge from PUC professors to conquer each task that’s thrown my way. I rely on the strength that comes from God, because at times I feel so numb from over-exhaustion, but the simplest verses immediately calm me and keeps me going. I anticipate coming home to video chat with Steven and talk about anything but work and just enjoy our moments “together” (well, venting to him about work does tend to have a therapeutic effect on me). And I am working hard to establish my place at Loma Linda, so I don’t have to be the “new girl with all the questions” and just be self-sufficient.

I’m thinking for my next post, I will explain all the different types of insurances, benefits and packages in layman terms to help out any other budding career people. Lord knows I needed it!

Til then.

Taylor

Bittersweet

Despite being a victim of theft and having to leave my amazing boyfriend, I truly had the best four days of my summer. He’s growin’ up and I was proud to help start him off with his first place and snag a few beautiful days in the Napa Valley. I miss him like crazy.

Countdown: 24 days. 

Stressed.

I have so much on my plate right now and even with my ever-growing list of things to do, I still manage to stress about things and even worry about things that are so trivial and unimportant. I stumbled upon this verse and this is something I really am going to be holding onto for the next three weeks.

“I am leaving you with a gift – peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give isn’t like the peace of the world. So don’t be troubled or afraid.”
John 14:27

Today was a Good Day.

It’s Back to School season. What this means for a recent college grad? Nothing. What this means for the assistant manager of a kids department? Everything.

For the past few days, our floor has been flooded with shoppers. Great for our business and great for my sales team. Unfortunately, with Back to School season comes … well, back to school. Seven of the eight salespeople in my department are still in college. On Monday, they all resumed classes at the local community college leaving me and the other department manager to fend for ourselves. It was refreshing to ignore my typical responsibilities and be able to help customers all day long but my goodness, I have never worked that hard in retail. I was beyond exhausted yesterday. I’ve grown accustom to always being on my feet and doing a hundred things at once but yesterday definitely proved me wrong. 

Luckily, today I had two people on my floor, which alleviated a lot of stress (Good Day Contributor #1). Then, a 60-something grandma with killer style and a granddaughter decked in A-pockets and leopard print TB Revas approached me for help. I spent a solid hour with them just talking about fashion and getting a sense of her style. The little girl completely floored me with her maturity, discretion (despite the fact that her grandma was willing to buy her anything in the store) and fashion sense. Another customer overheard us and had to ask how old she was because she couldn’t believe how eloquent this soon-to-be 11-year old was! After all was said and done, I scheduled a time for them to come back in two weeks to do even more shopping for her upcoming birthday (Good Day Contributor #2)!

Then my day continued on. Work work work. Mom called me to have lunch with her at Wahoos (Good Day Contributor #3). Then bought three skirts for fall from Forever for $25 (Good Day Contributor #4)!! Then returned to work…work work work. Then met with Jae, my trainer. We finally are picking up the pace (only the fourth session), and I loved every second of it (Good Day Contributor #5). He also brought me three T-shirts and a tank from his company…he already knows I love me some free T-shirts (Good Day Contributor #6) and also due to the fact that I only work out in baggy tees -_-.

After that hour, I headed over to Target (Good Day Contributor #7) and took my sweet time down every aisle and admiring all that Target has to offer (I love not being rushed). Found some awesome goodies and kept it under $100 (Good Day Contributor #8). One of those goodies included a candle that smelled sooo great to me. I kept sniffing it because it reminded me of something, but I could not put my finger on it.

Now I’m at home, cozied up in bed with the candle lit…and it hits me. The scent reminds me of this IKEA candle I bought while living in Florence (Good Day Contributor #9). It smells EXACTLY like it. It definitely brings me back to some of the best times of my life and now I can fall asleep having concluded one of the simplest, yet happiest days of my work week.

Buona notte, i miei amici.

Tay