Definitely enjoyed my first day off.

I went to Target and got a bunch of fun stuff, some of which included: a frame for my desk to put a picture of Steven and I, blister band aids and friction block for the grossest blisters of my life, mints (since I can’t chew gum at work), a toiletry bag and finally got my ledger (cannn’t wait to fill it out … hopefully not too much!) and a new Essie nail polish!

I also got my nails done at The Nail Lounge (loooove!) and finally found something at Panera that I actually liked.

Days off are heavenly!

Worked from 6:30 a.m.-8:30 p.m. with only an hour break in between. That’s FOURTEEN hours!!!! I was on my feet ALL day.

Came home to soak my feet until tomorrow begins all over again at 6 a.m.

On a side note, come to Fashion Island this weekend and shop with me, please! It’ll be nice to see a familiar face 🙂

Buona notte.

Tay

First day of work.

  • Worked from 8 a.m.-5:45 p.m.
  • Steven & Auntie MaryAnn visited me for lunch 🙂
  • Did EVERYTHING. 5 p.m. rolled around quick.
  • Got my 33% discount activated. ASIJFOIJWEOIFJWEIOFJ =D
  • Cece, the Department Manager (DM) had a cutie notepad and pen for me to put on my desk! Can’t wait to personalize it a bit. I was afraid I wouldn’t have a need for Office Depot or Target anymore…hah! Pens, post-its and more, here I come!
  • Learning about newborn, preemie, little girl, little boy, big girl, big boy sizes and brands. WOW -_-
  • We have the softest baby blankets in the WORLD. I’m gonna buy one for me. Retails at $99. 
  • Note to all my friends: you might want to start making babies because I am so excited to shop for babies. I’m gonna spoil Little Torres!!!
  • Tomorrow, instead of coming in at 8 a.m., I gotta go in at 6:30 a.m. (with no OT…the life of working on salary).

Ready for Day 2.

Big Girl Decision #2: Take after my dear friend Kathlyn Wolpin and buy a ledger from Office Depot. Going to document every single purchase from today onward. We’ll see how this goes…

Love,

Big Girl Tay 🙂

Explanation.

Here is the complete breakdown as to what lead me to this moment in my life.

  • Graduated from PUC with a BS in Public Relations and Journalism and a sweet Italian minor.
  • Worked at the Office of Advancement for a year and a half (we were the people who mailed alumni and asked for money…I know, what a nag but no one understands the immediate effect donations have on our school).
  • Up until April 2011, I always knew I wanted to do Fashion PR or continue to build my career with Nordstrom (previously a Fashion Merchandising Intern and seasonal sales associate).
  • Everyone knew me as a Nordstrom freak.
  • April 2011, Pam Sadler (my boss at Advancement, former VP for PUC) forwarded my resume (with my permission) to some of her personal contacts because she knew I had a future in fundraising.
  • June 2011, I attended PSI (Philanthropy Services for Institutions) Conference in Indianapolis. Over a span of four days, I attended 4 ½ hours of lectures each day regarding marketing, fundraising, website construction, donor relations for Healthcare, Academies, Higher Education and Ministry. I was blown away because I have always had a philanthropic heart (with what little I had) and it solidified my passion knowing I can turn this into a career.
  • Pivotal point: interviewing for a Nordstrom Assistant Manager position and a Loma Linda Children’s Hospital Marketing position for the Foundation.
  • Thinking realistically, I had to go for both. Although I would be utilizing completely different skill sets, I felt like I had an equal passion for both.
  • In my head, Loma Linda was more convenient. Almost all my friends and family live in the vicinity and it was a 9-5 job. But Nordstrom had been a career I have been pursuing since my sophomore year in college. Working with Nordstrom isn’t just selling clothes and it’s not a waste of a degree. The beauty of Nordstrom is the ability to “blaze your own trail.” Moving laterally, vertically, sideways, backwards … nothing is unconventional and there are endless opportunities within the company. For me, it has never been about becoming a Buyer or Regional Manager. My dream is to lead the Nordstrom Cares program. Nordstrom has a huge environmental and societal influence. With a prominent reputation, successful results and innovative team members, I can envision an amazing career that I know is attainable.
  • I met with the VP for Advancement for LLU and the CEO of LLU Healthcare while interviewing for the Nordstrom position–I was torn. If it came down to both choices, it’d be a sacrifice either way. 
  • May 2011, Pam told me LLU had multiple positions available within the advancement and development department. She was trying to comfort me suggesting that there was a good chance that one of those spots could be mine. After doing research this week, I saw that four positions were filled by the most amazing people. The work they have accomplished over a span of 5-20 years intimidated me. It finally hit me that although working for the Foundation is amazing, I needed more experience. The position I had in mind wasn’t an internship or entry level job. I would be asked to run a large segment of the Foundation and I truly in my heart did not feel ready to take on such a big responsibility. 
  • Yesterday, the Store Manager of Nordstrom Fashion Island called me and offered me the Kidswear Assistant Manager job. Immediately, I felt peace. This is a HUGE leap for me but I am so ready to maximize this opportunity. During my interview, we already talked about my end goal. I spoke truthfully and explained my passion for non-profit work and my manager already supports me 100%. I believe her exact words were, “I feel so inspired now." 
  • For people who don’t know me well, they might think this is an easy job to get and underestimate it. But this job, this company embodies all of my passions: excellent customer service/relations, outstanding quality of clothes, handbags and shoes, leadership and giving back (check it out: http://shop.nordstrom.com/c/nordstrom-cares?origin=footer).

So that’s my story. This is my first step. Living in Newport Beach for my first job. Seriously, can’t complain. Will definitely be burying my feet in the sand after a long day’s work. 

Please continue to pray for me as the Lord unravels His plan and by all means, come visit me whenever! To go beach or to shop! I always welcome company 🙂

All my love,

Tay

My List of Everything

This isn’t a bucket list…because those lists consists of things you want to accomplish once before you die. This is my ongoing list for life. It sounds heavy but it’s been nagging me and it’s nice to finally put it into words.

  1. Start a relationship with God. I’ve always known it’s best, I’ve even experienced the blessings and spiritual renewal by having a connection with God, but for the past two years, I stopped my partial effort and accepted that I didn’t care. I can’t do this alone and for the first time in my life (truly) I understand the importance of church. Sometimes it isn’t just about you and your “spirituality” with God … sometimes you do need sermons to get you back in check and a community to support you when you feel like you’ll never stop sinking. I need to find that place.
  2. Care about my body. I really need to cut back on the junk food, the bumming around (now), binge eating, drinks that aren’t water and getting less than 7 hrs of sleep. It’s funny because I really do enjoy eating healthy. It’s not a sacrifice for me – it’s just a matter of convenience. Opening a bag of chips is much easier than preparing a salad.
  3. Budget whatever I have left. I did a good job with actually using my savings account my senior year but it wasn’t nearly comparable to the amount I spent. To be completely honest, I can say that I spent at least $1,000 on clothes, shoes, jewelry and more shoes this past year. If I were to pull up all my credit card statements, I’m sure the number will be a bit higher but I don’t want to go there. I love clothes, I do. But I seriously can’t do this anymore. In fact…I’m gonna take a break from this right now and purge my entire closet. I do it every summer and yet I still have a dresser full of clothes I never even look at. I’ll continue this depressing list later…

Finally got a chance to blog.

I’m sitting in John Wayne airport waiting to board my flight to Indianapolis. This is the first time I’ve been in alone in weeks. Figured this is the best time to catch up on everything.

I feel like graduation was forever ago. In fact, it was just 8 days ago that myself and 300 other PUC students graduated! The anticipation of this momentous occasion came and left so quickly, I didn’t even have a chance to get emotional. I think I was so drained from worrying about packing, my speech (that wasn’t even finished until 8 p.m. the night before), entertaining friends and family and last minute class officer duties. Needless to say, I was more than relieved when graduation was over. I have had such an amazing experience at PUC and although I did have my down moments, I wouldn’t trade my time in Angwin for anything.

Not all of my family and friends were able to attend (I don’t blame them…I still don’t enjoy that 8+ hr drive up north) but many were able to watch my speech online because it was the first year PUC streamed Commencement. I will post the link to download it once it becomes available.

After taking over 1,000 photos (thanks Steven!), I finally was able to rush back to my room and start hauling everything out of there. After two and a half hours, Steven, Kaliko and I were on our way home. Steven had his truck and Kaliko rode with me in my car. I felt awful for Steven since he had been up since 4:50 a.m. to save seats for my family for grad, then helped pack and load up our cars and then drive all the way down south by himself. Kaliko was an amazing co-pilot and stayed up with me singing to every song on the radio (old and new), talking about GLEE like we knew the characters personally and desperately searching for a sports radio to listen to the Mavs game! (Suck it, Lebron!)

When we finally made it home, a little after 1 a.m. due to heinous traffic, we all crashed. Of course, chipper Kaliko woke me up at 9 a.m. the next day ready to start our vacation. We went over to my cousin Carissa’s house to see her parents and Kaliko was able to see Jenna’s parents also. We felt like shopping, and I already had a good amount of grad money to spend, so we headed over to Tyler mall in Riverside. Four hours later, our arms were covered with shopping bags and we were ready for Vegas! 

The next day, we met up with Steven and he bought me my Macbook Pro. I am so excited and although Lion OSX hasn’t come out yet, I was told I could download it for free since! Honestly, Steven worked so hard to save and buy me something special. His sincere effort to do this is just a glimpse of what kind of guy I have given my heart to. 

On Wednesday, Kaliko, Steven and I headed to Vegas! With our freshly pedicured toesies (not Steven’s…although I’m pretty sure he wished he got one with us), we were so ready to enjoy our long-awaited Vegas trip. We saw KÀ at the MGM (it was awesome – of course), spent the entire day at Wet Republic getting tanned, went to TAO and Marquee, ate at Mix with Uncle Shu and Auntie Karen, laid by the pool some more, went shopping, did a little slot action and had so much fun. Kathlyn met up with us on the second night and she definitely added so much more fun to the trip!

When we got back Saturday afternoon, we went to Panda Inn with my family to celebrate my graduation. Thank you so much to everyone who came out! I hope you’re still not full over the mounds of food my father ordered!

Although we were so tired, we still had to wake up at 6 a.m. to get to La Sierra’s graduation to see Kat and Adam graduate. Seriously…longest week ever! From there, I said good bye to Steven and Kaliko and I headed to my house in Newport. My mom took us to lunch at Gina’s Pizza (yummmmm) and then we went shopping at Fashion Island.

Almost exactly five years ago, my mom took me to Vegas to celebrate our last girls-only days together, since she was marrying Warren in the following month. She was shopping for a Louis Vuitton luggage and I asked if I could have a bag also, perhaps for my high school graduation later that year. She seriously laughed at me and said, “When you graduate from college, then I’ll buy you one.” I’ve never forgotten that statement, but I didn’t want to hold my mom to that since she has done SO much for me these past four years (well..my whole life, really). When we were at Fashion Island yesterday, my mom calmly asks, “Tay, do you want to go to Neiman Marcus?” In my head, I’m thinking, “I never even step foot into Neiman Marcus…what would I get from there?!” And then she says, “Do you remember what I once said?” Immediately I knew we were talking LV and I flipped. My mom kept her promise and now sitting next to me is the prettiest bag I have ever owned.

Graduation has been good to me, to say the least. I am so grateful for the quality time I’ve had with Kaliko, since I rarely see her anymore. Whenever we’re together, there’s never an awkward moment or feeling like we’ve missed out on each other’s lives. We act like we see each other everyday and I am more than grateful that she flew all the way out here to spend Graduation and an extra week with me!

I am going to write everyone Thank You cards for their tremendous help and support throughout my college career, but I’ll say it here now: To everyone who has ever helped me…with anything…especially during these past four years, thank you. Everyone who encouraged me to not give up (although I’ve threatened myself countless times) in school, it seriously helped. Although graduating is a big deal, I still have so much growing up to do ahead of me. When I get back from Indianapolis, I am going to start seriously working on job searching. The two prospective jobs I had have been at a standstill for over a month and I know I must continue to pursue those jobs as well as other opportunities.

My plane is about to start boarding so I will keep you all posted later.

Arrivederci i miei amici e la mia famiglia!

Tay

School’s out…for the rest of my life!

Last night, my final send off from college was Communication Research. This is a two-quarter long research class that puts students through a whirlwind of papers, surveys, data collection, an amalgam of tests (chi-square: my enemy), studying past studies – killer. But I had two good friends (who by the end of our 20 weeks together became great friends) Aren Rennacker and Brennan Puiia who were amazing to work with and always relieved the stress of this class and life with their witty humor and undeniable charm :).

After I finished my 3-part test last night, I walked out of Irwin and called my mom, who happened to call me twice during my final. I immediately started tearing, I was so relieved to have finished Comm Research (“so” isn’t extreme enough) but I felt this sadness overwhelming me. My mom asked if I was laughing or crying – I couldn’t tell. PUC has been home for me and those students in my Comm Research class have become family. It sounds cheesy but for the amount of TIME we all spent together (in and out of class), they’ve been such a great support group through the hardest classes, the more frustrating assignments and everything else.

I am so proud of our Communication department. Within the four years we were at PUC, the program has improved and literally changed before our eyes. I am so excited for future “Commies” and I know that our department will produce some of the most remarkable career people. The ViewPoint will be overflowing with stories about our class.

To the wild, crazy and ridiculously intelligent professors, the students who were family to me and Room 323, you will be missed. The memories of everyone trickling into 323, immediately sparking conversation with anyone around and having that vibrant connection between us and our professor is so unique to our department, I’ll cherish it forever.

Cheers, Communication Seniors of 2011. I cannot wait to see where we all end up.

All my love,

Taylor